
I Wish
In loving memory of my friend TONY M. COLUCCI.
I wish
I had the answers to all the questions that arise, and to understand the circumstance that caused us this good-bye, I
wish I had the power to make us understand, why we lost you prematurely at the cause of someone's hand,
I wish I'd
only told you how I treasure time we spent, and how part of me will always hold a place for that regret, I wish them
joyous memories for every tear your family cries, and by loving and remembering you in time their pain subsides,
I
wish I always hear your voice and feel your laugh within, and remember what an unbelievable journey this has been, I
wish you never question all the joy you put us through, or the pride we'll always carry for the honor having known you,
I
wish you find your kingdom where you remain in royalty, while we stay behind to pass along your lasting legacy, I wish
your soul to make it home where ever that may be, to where you're safe and cherished for all eternity.
Mimi
Mathes
Copyright ©2006 Mimi J. Mathes
Gram - Year Three
The colors of a sunset The ocean's
highest tide The moon at full eclipse Or celebrations in July
The foliage at peak Or a Berkshires tranquil
view None of which compare To a single sight of you
Your memory lives on In the hearts of those you loved While
we feel your lasting presence You send down from high above
Mimi J. Mathes
Copyright ©2006 Mimi J. Mathes

Just Me
I'm young but I'm aging
I'm quiet but I'm loud I'm still but I'm moving I'm humble but I'm proud
I'm aggressive but
I'm subtle I'm brave but I'm scared I'm confidant but ashamed I'm taken but I'm spared
I'm happy but I'm sad I'm
strong but I'm weak I'm accepting but in denial I'm mute but I speak
I'm caring but I'm hateful I'm friend
but I'm foe I'm woman but I'm child I'm naive but I know
I'm complicated but I'm simple I'm alone but I'm
crowded I follow but in charge I'm clear minded but I'm clouded
I'm all these and much more I'm what ever
I can be but in the end all that matters is that I'm always just me.

Final Words
When my grandma calls my name to stand forever by her side, I hope the ones I leave on earth understand
how hard I tried,
I tried to be a caring soul with patience, love and truth, I tried to pass my spirit on and never
lose my youth,
I tried to keep them laughing, Instead of shedding tears, And I hope they still remember me, as
they go on through the years,
So after all the words are read and the flowers left behind, know I won't abandon
you for I am always at your side,
On nights when you're uncertain, just raise your head and see, the brightest
hanging star above, Is where you'll always find me,
Just peering down upon you with a love that never ends I'll
keep a place here warm for you until we meet again
Mimi J. Mathes
Copyright ©2005 Mimi J. Mathes

To Whom It May Concern
When you use a pen or use the phone, don't leave them out and all alone, the books don't mind if you
want to read, should you put them back? Why yes indeed, from picture here and picture there, and even my little broken
chair, and maybe a tape to hear a song, but please put things back where they belong.
Mimi J. Mathes
Copyright ©2005 Mimi J. Mathes

Answering Machine Message
You called our house to talk with us, but right now we're not at home, if you want us to get back to
you, leave your message, name and phone, we'll return your call when we have a chance, this is a promise straight
from me, take care and hope to hear you soon, and thanks from the Mathes family.
Mimi J. Mathes
Copyright ©2005 Mimi J. Mathes

Lady Liberty
She was born so many years ago to a family quite unsure, As to what the future held
for her or the troubles she'd endure, Would she crumble under pressure's weight or shy away and hide, Would she stay
and fight to save her home and be a hero nation wide,
Her children show her honor for all that she's been through, they
respect her natural beauty and her red, white and blue, they cherish and protect her and salute her everyday, and recite
her country's poetry while they lead those wrong astray,
there are many who have tried their best to knock her to the
ground, they have come from all directions but a battle's all they've found, her stare is cold and piercing and her
pride is heaven high, and she knows the children leaving her could be their last good-bye,
Her sons and daughters
scatter from sea to shining sea, on missions to protect her love she offers graciously, they stand in line to battle
the evil that persists, Not knowing if today's the day their life no more exists,
For those who make it home to
her she knows they won't forget, about their fallen family and those they never met, they worship what she stands for
and the right of living free, that's why they show their bravery for their Lady Liberty.
Mimi J. Mathes
Copyright ©2005 Mimi J. Mathes

The Search
I'm searching for a friend I lost about a year ago I'm not sure where she's traveled to but maybe you
might know her heart can hold the ocean's tide and the sky so lovingly but so often now I've wondered if there's
room left there for me
Her words that once held meaning now hold emptiness and pain where once a caring soul
had lived only bitterness remains I'm not sure if she really knows how small she's made me feel or even if the
tears I cry are honestly quite real
I miss the way we used to be and the things we used to do but now I'm not sure
how to act or to even talk to you for now I just stay clear instead, in hopes in time it ends while despite the pain
and sorrow kept I keep loving you, my friend.
Mimi Mathes
Copyright ©2005 Mimi J. Mathes

My Promises To You
I love you, Jame. Thank you!
I promise to be there for you through all life's ups and downs to assure you that of all your dreams not
one is out of bounds to hold your hand and comfort you when sorrow fills your heart to be there when you conquer it
or at least help find the start
I promise not to speak a word of the secrets that you tell about the untold joys
you have or the times you went through hell I'll simplify your confusion and explain what it's about I'll believe in
your abilities when others have their doubts
I promise to be strong for you when you're too weak to try I'll be
the shoulder that you need when you feel you need to cry I'll raise you up above the rest if they ever get you down and
they'll never speak bad words of you as long as I'm around
I promise to remind you how to be a kid at heart and
convince you that within my life you play a leading part I'll be the voice you're searching for when you can't make up
a sound and I'll put it back together if your world should come unwound
I promise you I'll treasure all the memories
we've made and I'd never intend to hurt you, instead I'll help the hurt to fade I'll call to talk away the time teach
and you things you never knew and I hope you never doubt my love or my promises to you
Mimi J. Mathes
Copyright ©2005 Mimi J. Mathes

Can I Call You Friend?
for times have changed since way back then when people were judged by their color of skin no one thought
to look at the person within with only their ignorance to stand in the way if I could have been there what would I say?
Can
I call you friend? it's a word seldom heard that we all need to hear as fears settle down year after year if we all
learned to trust could we all get along? and maybe we'd realize we might have been wrong no matter what color be it
red, black or white we must get along and we must stop the fight
Can I call you friend? it's a word that meant
nothing that's now filled with love it's a message that's sent from the Lord up above from the day when we're born to
the day we're all dead no matter what color we all still bleed red and now that it's settled and we all start to mend there's
only one question, Can I still call you friend?
Mimi J. Mathes
Copyright ©2005 Mimi J. Mathes

A Child's Fear
It's three o'clock and school gets out but Billy still remains he hesitates to leave for home and takes
the long way in the rain while walking home and terrified he recalls the night before when daddy came home mad and drunk
and yelled and slammed the door he told him not to worry and he promised him no harm and although the night had
come and gone Billy had hand prints on him arm
It's a little after six o'clock and the sun is going down he hears
the car pull in the drive and his heart begins to pound his Mom is at the kitchen sink dad staggers through the door he
sees the hand and hears the slap and his Mom falls to the floor he knows that what he's seeing isn't fair and isn't right but
because he's just a little boy how can Billy stop the fight he calls for help with 9-1-1 it's the only thing to do while
waiting for police to come Mommy's face turned black and blue
children keep so many secrets but some should never
be kept pick up a phone and make a call don't make a child take the first step
Mimi J. Mathes
Copyright ©2005 Mimi J. Mathes

Grandma
To "Greta". You are my world. I love you, Gram.
The room had been quiet when I walked through the door and she seemed so much older than she had been before her
color had faded but her spirit remained even though all she'd been through left her body quite drained I told her I
loved her and all she had meant while we laughed and remembered all the time we had spent
her last day flew by and
she weakened that night when she took her last breath I held her hand tight she gave us each something we'll always
hold dear and her lessons we'll share through each coming year as the hours race by it still doesn't seem real that
somehow in time our hearts will soon heal and sometimes I wonder how my life will survive without grandma's humor her
wit and her drive
she taught me so much in my twenty-six years how to hold on to dreams and to conquer my peers She's
the last thought I have at the end of my day and the memories I've gathered are a lovely array I can't hold her near
cause we're so far apart but where ever I go I'll hold her close to my heart
Mimi J. Mathes
Copyright ©2005 Mimi J. Mathes

Lost Love
So many nights I lie awake reminiscing through the years, Emotions I've kept bottled up all the anger,
joy and fears, While everything about you still resides inside my heart, It's visible the hurt you left still leaves
a vivid mark,
Longing for your lips on mine and the burning of your touch, I never thought the loss of you would
honor you this much, Angered by the chance we missed and the feelings that I fought, And for letting what we never had
consume my every thought,
I hear your name in passing and inside a smile grows, And anytime you passed my way instantly
I froze, I feel more like a woman with every part of you that's man, Disappointed in the way I let myself fall in your
hands,
Regardless of the way things went or what lies in store for us, I wish you health and gratitude I wish you
nothing less, I wish you all the happiness and love life brings your way, While secretly I pray inside you return my
heart someday.
Mimi Mathes
Copyright ©2005 Mimi Mathes
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